Story goes, I'm going to move out of my apartment temporarily, because my landlord is going to renovate the whole building. Nice of them, huh? New bathroom, new kitchen.... yeah, I'm happy. And I feel really bad. I don't like moving. So, in moving, I though I'd digitalize my yaoi. That which I've written myself, that is. And as this is where I dump my yaoi, I'll just go ahead and post it all. Happy reading!
Story Nr 1: Final Fantasy. Mostly 7. With a touch of Final Fantasy X and Enchanted Arms.... This story has been lifted out of the Final Fantasy universe and characters are much younger and their relationships altered.
”Toya, what should
we do about this?”
”Should we do
anything? I don't think we should do anything.”
Sephiroth
looked thoughtfully at his boyfriend. They had come to the conclusion that they
were not compatible. They were breaking up, it was inevitable. It made
Sephiroth sad. Toya looked at Sephiroth, saw his distress.
“If we don't do
anything...”
“We'll just keep
hurting each other”, interrupted Sephiroth. “We don’t want to hurt each other,
do we?”
Toya shook his
head.
“You are my best
friend”, he said. “I don't want to lose you.”
“I'll always be your
best friend”, said Sephiroth. “But I worry, if we don’t break up, maybe we'll
start fighting and stuff...”
“I know you're
right”, muttered Toya.
Sephiroth moved to
the window. He felt cold. He felt cruel. But he knew letting Toya go was the
best thing he could do. Loving someone meant doing what was best for them, and
Sephiroth wasn't the best for Toya. He knew this, however much it hurt. Tears
burned in his eyes, and a moment later on his cheeks. Silence stretched long
between them. After a while, Toya rose from his chair and walked over to
Sephiroth. Put a hand on his silver hair. Such beautiful hair. Such a beautiful
man he had had the privilege to love for two long years. Sephiroth turned and
embraced Toya.
“Tell me we will
always be friends”, he whispered. “If we can't be friends...”
Toya actually
laughed a little. Silly Sephiroth, of course they were friends. They weren't
breaking up because they weren't friends, but because they couldn’t fill each
other’s needs.
As they stood
there, the school bell chimed. The warning bell, it was 21:45, fifteen minutes
'til the schools facilities would close, and all the little kiddies should be
in bed.
“Got to go”, said
Toya softly.
“Do you have to?”
“Yes, I do. I am the
Dorm Prefect.”
Sephiroth let go
reluctantly.
“Tomorrow, we won’t
be boyfriends any more”, he said. “So we probably should try to remember that.”
“Yeah”, said Toya.
“It will be hard. But we will be best friends. So it's not like we shouldn't
talk or something.”
Sephiroth nodded.
Toya left. Sephiroth locked the door and went to stand by the window. It was
snowing outside, winter holidays around the corner. Somehow, it would be good
to go home after this. He needed a break, from school, from Toya, from the
world. Would be nice to get to be a little boy again, get attention from his
oh, so busy father, get to boss people around, have them obey his ever wish. He
wished he wasn't so tall, felt the desire to be small, to sit in his father’s
lap, being taken care of. Or even better, his mothers. Sephiroth felt a tear run down his cheek. He
missed his mother. She had died when he was nine. Everything felt so confused
and hopeless. He sat down on the bed. Before he knew it, he was crying for
real. He sat there crying for fifteen minutes, feeling rather sorry for
himself, mourning the losses in his life. Just as he thought to get a grip and
go to bed, there was a knock on the door and it was unlocked from the outside.
In came Auron, Sephiroth’s mentor since he was 3 years old. Auron was in some
ways closer to Sephiroth than Sephiroth’s father was.
“Õji-sama”, he said
in way of greeting.
“Auron”, muttered
Sephiroth and wiped his tears. “What’s up?”
“I’m just doing your
fathers will”, said Auron lightly. “Checking up on his sons. Why are you
crying?”
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