Keeping things straight in the yaoi fanfiction world(s)....

Sometimes when writing I get confused. What story am i writing? And more important: What VERSION of what story am I writing? Like this one... Onee-chan, I blame you =P.


"It's not fair, you know. I wanted to be your boyfriend, but instead you take up with a..."
          Genesis cast around for an insulting enough word to describe his best friend's boyfriend and his place in society.
"Commoner", Lucrezia suggested.
"Lowlife". Genesis exploded. "Even if he wasn't an orphan."
          Sephiroth cringed. His friends had accosted him in an unusually vulnerable state and he felt up to doing anything they asked of him. And Genesis was his best friend.
"Break up with him", Genesis demanded. "What do you have in common with him anyway? You are the PRINCE of the Planet. All he wants is your money and your fame."
"Don't be so harsh, Genesis", said Angeal. "Or is this what you think of me when I'm not around?"
          This gave Genesis pause. The only difference between Angeal and Vincent Valentine was that Angeal's parents had survived the plague while Vincent's hadn't.
"Well", said Genesis, flustered and thinking hard. "You and Sephiroth has known each other for 16 years."
"So, it's a time issue", asked Angeal, raising and eyebrow.
"And you aren't in love with him, and you don't want to reap the benefits of such a union. "
"Says who", Angeal smirked slyly.
"And", started Genesis, working himself up again.
"Cut it out", said Sephiroth wearily.
"But", protested Genesis.
"Of course, õji-sama", Lucrezia said gracefully, effectively shutting Genesis up. Reminding Genesis of just who Sephiroth was always kept Genesis in check for maybe an hour or so.


Short little ramble today. Tomorrow, I will begin my 4-hour sessions....

What does yaoi have to do with moving?

Good question, eh?

Story goes, I'm going to move out of my apartment temporarily, because my landlord is going to renovate the whole building. Nice of them, huh? New bathroom, new kitchen.... yeah, I'm happy. And I feel really bad. I don't like moving. So, in moving, I though I'd digitalize my yaoi. That which I've written myself, that is. And as this is where I dump my yaoi, I'll just go ahead and post it all. Happy reading!


Story Nr 1: Final Fantasy. Mostly 7. With a touch of Final Fantasy X and Enchanted Arms.... This story has been lifted out of the Final Fantasy universe and characters are much younger and their relationships altered.

”Toya, what should we do about this?”

”Should we do anything? I don't think we should do anything.”

                             Sephiroth looked thoughtfully at his boyfriend. They had come to the conclusion that they were not compatible. They were breaking up, it was inevitable. It made Sephiroth sad. Toya looked at Sephiroth, saw his distress.

“If we don't do anything...”

“We'll just keep hurting each other”, interrupted Sephiroth. “We don’t want to hurt each other, do we?”

                             Toya shook his head.

“You are my best friend”, he said. “I don't want to lose you.”

“I'll always be your best friend”, said Sephiroth. “But I worry, if we don’t break up, maybe we'll start fighting and stuff...”

“I know you're right”, muttered Toya.

                             Sephiroth moved to the window. He felt cold. He felt cruel. But he knew letting Toya go was the best thing he could do. Loving someone meant doing what was best for them, and Sephiroth wasn't the best for Toya. He knew this, however much it hurt. Tears burned in his eyes, and a moment later on his cheeks. Silence stretched long between them. After a while, Toya rose from his chair and walked over to Sephiroth. Put a hand on his silver hair. Such beautiful hair. Such a beautiful man he had had the privilege to love for two long years. Sephiroth turned and embraced Toya.

“Tell me we will always be friends”, he whispered. “If we can't be friends...”

                             Toya actually laughed a little. Silly Sephiroth, of course they were friends. They weren't breaking up because they weren't friends, but because they couldn’t fill each other’s needs.

                             As they stood there, the school bell chimed. The warning bell, it was 21:45, fifteen minutes 'til the schools facilities would close, and all the little kiddies should be in bed.

“Got to go”, said Toya softly.

“Do you have to?”

“Yes, I do. I am the Dorm Prefect.”

                             Sephiroth let go reluctantly.

“Tomorrow, we won’t be boyfriends any more”, he said. “So we probably should try to remember that.”

“Yeah”, said Toya. “It will be hard. But we will be best friends. So it's not like we shouldn't talk or something.”

                             Sephiroth nodded. Toya left. Sephiroth locked the door and went to stand by the window. It was snowing outside, winter holidays around the corner. Somehow, it would be good to go home after this. He needed a break, from school, from Toya, from the world. Would be nice to get to be a little boy again, get attention from his oh, so busy father, get to boss people around, have them obey his ever wish. He wished he wasn't so tall, felt the desire to be small, to sit in his father’s lap, being taken care of. Or even better, his mothers.  Sephiroth felt a tear run down his cheek. He missed his mother. She had died when he was nine. Everything felt so confused and hopeless. He sat down on the bed. Before he knew it, he was crying for real. He sat there crying for fifteen minutes, feeling rather sorry for himself, mourning the losses in his life. Just as he thought to get a grip and go to bed, there was a knock on the door and it was unlocked from the outside. In came Auron, Sephiroth’s mentor since he was 3 years old. Auron was in some ways closer to Sephiroth than Sephiroth’s father was.

“Õji-sama”, he said in way of greeting.

“Auron”, muttered Sephiroth and wiped his tears. “What’s up?”

“I’m just doing your fathers will”, said Auron lightly. “Checking up on his sons. Why are you crying?”

Birthday gift for Onee-chan.....

It's Onee-chans birthday, so she needs a little gift.

Now, I was hoping I'd have gotten further than I did, but.... didn't happen...... so this is, as usual, just a scrap. But at least it's onee-chans favorite FF couple....

Remember, Fan Fiction. I know there are 1000 errors in this barely 1 page of text. Guess what? IDC.

Nibelheim. Small, quiet village in the shadow of Mount Nibel. Nothing ever happens there. Peaceful on the verge of sleepy. That is, until the Red Whirlwind hits it. Whenever Genesis Rhapsodos comes to visit, the people of Nibelheim hunker down and starts debating, and a young man from their own village changes personality. Sephiroth is generally calm and quiet, but with Genesis around he gets caught up in his friend's whirlwind. Not that Genesis is bad, really. He's just full of energy and mischief, and his mischief spreads like rings on water. During the six years he has visited Nibelheim regularly he has thoroughly educated the children in making pranks and being mischievous. No wonder they love him while most adult hate him.
          Sephiroth and Genesis sat on the water tower, munching on strawberry bread. It is evening, the quiet village is even more quiet. Sephiroth was thinking about what to fill tomorrow with, as Genesis was going home that night, when Genesis suddenly said:
"Mrs. Strife sure can bake", he swallowed his last piece of bread. "I wish my mother could bake."
          Sephiroth smiled.
"I wish my mother would at least try to bake", he said, handing the last of his own bread to Genesis.
          Happily accepting, Genesis went on:
"Do you know what this feels like?"
"No?"
"A date."
"A date? Of the probably 100 times we've been sitting like this together, and now it feels like a date?"
"I'm sorry", Genesis muttered. "I didn't mean..."
          Genesis quieted. He did mean it, so why try to lie about it now? Fact was, he adored Sephiroth. Sephiroth was tall, blonde and handsome, with cat-like, green eyes, he was strong and agile and intelligent. He was calm and cool and friendly, and when Genesis was with him, he felt a sense of calm, himself.
"Come on, said Sephiroth, rising. "I'll walk you down to the car."
          The walked the few meters to Genesis' car side by side. The driver opened the door to the back seat. Genesis sighed.
"Yeah", he muttered. "I'll come back in...."
         He didn't know what to say, or if he should say anything. Or even if he should come back. Sephiroth felt the tension. With a little smile, he leaned forward and kissed Genesis on the cheek.
"Next time, I'll take you on a real date", he said.
          Sephiroth walked away. Surprised and very pleased, Genesis looked after him.
"Yeah", he said quietly. "Next time, we'll go on a date. And next time, I'll not let you get me like that. Next time, I'll get you first."